Cosmic Connection Convention & Past Life Regression

Sunday went great. I met new people and caught up with my second family. I feel more confident in reading for people in person now. Not as confident to read on LivePerson, but in person, I'm very confident. I've noticed throughout my readings I'm straight-forward. I just read the cards and don't really ponder much except for asking them if it makes sense. And of course I ask them if they have any questions after they have drawn their first 3 cards and we can look into their questions. A lot of people said I was very good and they were drawn to me. And I also was able to confirm some things for a couple of people, which makes me happy :-)

The only thing that went wrong on Sunday was I forgot my tarot spreads! But I didn't need them, I did just fine without them as well. I like to use them because they give you a broader focus and you're able to focus on a particular topic. I have to post one spread that I made up on Friday night to Aeclectic Tarot as it worked like a charm for me. It's called the psychic fair spread and it tells you what your clients will come to you about, their first impression, how they will feel after the reading, if the person/host of the psychic fair will hear good things about you and want you to come back, and some advice and an outcome as well as what you are to learn from this experience. I recommend it for first time in-person readers.

I did my past life regression with Tanya on Sunday. It was an awesome experience. It was like I was talking in my sleep and dreaming at the same time. Except instead of yelling out profanities in my sleep like I usually do, I am answering questions Tanya is asking (like how many lives I've lived, how big are my feet, what do I look like, what year it is etc.). Once I get my CD of the session I'll post what all was said. I had two past lives confirmed -- the Nazi Germany and the drug addict in 1969. And I remember that I lived 586 on my 587th...not sure why I keep coming back though. I had a dream though last night that I was helping out someone I went to school with to give her the strength to not go back to her cheating husband. I think that is why I keep coming back -- to help people -- almost like an Earth Angel as Doreen Virtue describes in one of her books I can't think of at the top of my head. I think I did find my answer as I was asking myself since Sunday after the regression why I keep coming back and I had that dream.

I am hoping to continue with the weekly tarotstrology forecasts next week. I promise!

Bright blessings, love, and prayers --
Samantha V. =)

Where to Begin...

I don't know where to begin in these things anymore. I have a hard time even writing in my private online diary, let alone this public blog. I have been meaning to post the tarotstrology forecast, but I can't seem to find motivation to do it. I am thinking about doing 2 weeks worth of forecasts every other week. What do you guys think?

I've begun a new workout routine on the Wii Fit. I went out and purchased a Wii Fit Plus on Monday. I'm in love with it. So far, it's going good. I am hoping to do a routine for 30 minutes every day. My goal is to lose 5lbs. each month until I am at 150lbs.

I have been having some weird dreams lately. The first one was someone was trying to drown me. I was back in high school and Maria Shaw was teaching a healthy eating class that I had to take. A couple friends and I were suppose to be partners and bake something and these two guys who in waking life hated me back then, joined our group and kicked me out. One guy was on a mission to make my life a living hell. He held me upside down by my ankles and put me underwater, trying to drown me. As I was thinking of a way to outsmart him, I woke up.

Another dream, D-Man sent me an e-mail saying he wished he was with me and he didn't want me to feel so lonely. I got so excited that I woke myself up hoping it wasn't a dream, but alas, it was haha.

And a couple recent dreams one of my friends was under some scruitny from a couple people we went to school with and they were trying to kill her. Then my sister and I's mutual friend went out on a double date with a man who was about 33/34 years old and he was tall about 6'3" 6'4"ish and a little on the heavy side.

And that leads me to my final dream...I dreamed that Chris and I got back together. He pulled up in a long limo and we talked and we both apologized to each other for being assholes towards one another (excuse my language). When I woke up, it made me miss him a little and I had forgotten briefly why I had stopped talking to him. Then I remembered why I quit talking to him and stopped missing him. Also had a dream my grandpa Jim came to me and he was mad that I broke up with Chris -- which I find weird. And he doesn't like anyone that I'm currently talking to and told me to keep those legs crossed LMAO!

I think the love life is going to take a back seat for awhile. I'm going to focus on getting in shape again since when I met Chris, I kind of let myself go. I am talking to someone from eHarmony again. But he doesn't drive yet. He got into a bad car accident and it kind of scarred him but he's working on getting over that fear and getting his license again. He was a passenger in the accident, he wasn't the one driving. That will give us time to get to know each other and decide if we really do want to meet, although we do click.

Still talking to X but nothing to really talk about. We're good friends. And I like it.

Sunday I have my first psychic fair gig at Maria Shaw's Cosmic Connection Convention. I will be there from 9am - 6pm :) I'll be doing tarot readings, dream interpretation and dream guidance, and oracle card readings. Not going to be teaching anything lol. Maybe that'll be next year's goal as this year was to work at a psychic fair. I'm looking forward to meeting new people, hanging out with my second family, and of course, finally getting some more in person experience. Also I'm going to get a past life regression by Tanya Douglas. I'll be sure to blog about it as soon as I get home. I don't really know what I want to know from a past life regression, I'd just like to see if the people in my life that I know (like X, my nieces, my sister, my parents etc.) were from past lives as well. And do whatever necessary healing I need to do. Maybe another time I will explore why I have such bad eating habits/why I'm a picky eater or explore more about my past life in Nazi occupied Germany.

Well that's about it for now....

Bright blessings, love, and prayers --
Samantha V. =)

PS: If I don't blog again, HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!! :)

Craziness, Cosmic Connection Convention, And a Step in the Right Direction

Things have been pretty crazy here in Samantha-land. I was having computer problems (and just when my makeover was 90% completed on the website!) and I accidently reformatted my hard drive. So the last few weeks have been spent reloading programs, downloading fonts and other goodies that I use, and just trying to make my computer more personal. While all that was going on, my Microsoft Outlook wasn't working right. I finally got it working tonight. I don't know what I did wrong, but I fixed it.

I will be reading at this years Cosmic Connection Convention which is hosted by Maria Shaw. However, I will only be there Sunday, November 1st. This is going to be my first fair ever. And I am so excited and so nervous! I'm excited that I'll get to see my second family :-) And my friends :) Also I'm excited to get some experience in reading for people in person (as I do a majority of my readings online). I'm nervous about stumbling over my words, not making any sense, or people not liking the reading. I am hoping that I will be able to help everyone that does choose me for their reader and be able to provide an accurate reading. I never thought I would ever do psychic fairs. And here I am...it's funny how God takes you where you need to be. I'm also excited because I am going to get a past life regression done by Tanya Douglas :) I am so looking forward to that.

I got am angel phone reading on Friday by my friend and Angel Therapist (R) Lauralyn at Heaven Healing Arts. There was so much in that reading that made sense, it was awesome. It was comforting to hear from my angels to know that I am going in the right direction. Archangel Michael, Raphael, and Metatron were all present. I thought it was awesome Metatron came threw as I know I have been working closely with him and Raziel for quite sometime now. I've got a creative project going on that I need to get my butt working on (I will talk about it when I actually do get working on it). I'm also am suppose to do readings part time. I will always do readings. I'm going to go back to school and will be working with children. Also was told by the angels to quit worrying, they are working behind the scenes on my love life and to let men do the chasing and I just sit back and be busy. Lauralyn and I were talking about how us in the healing and esoteric arts always seem to attract love when we are busy but when we're not and we go looking for it, we don't focus our energy into our metaphysical work and the love life is non-exisistant or we attract people that aren't for our highest good. And quite frankly, that is so true, and that is my problem. She's not the first person to say "quit looking" but the way she said it, it just made me realize that this is what I am suppose to focus on. My angels also told Lauralyn that I will be married within the next 5 years and have at least 2 children. And they showed her me being the typical doting housewife and mother. And that is why I have to get my butt in gear right now so I can do all that later, and not be in reverse like most people are.

It was quite an enjoyable experience :) I highly recommend a reading with Lauralyn if you ever get a chance. Also, my cat Friske came threw. Friske just wanted to be acknowledge and also let me know about the creative project (it does have to do with her).

I also got an e-mail reading from Allie today. Her ascended master guide Merlin is with me. The funny thing is, the past couple of days before I knew about Merlin, I was thinking about The Sword and the Stone and manifestation. Then I was playing the Sims 3 and I named one of the Sim's children Merlin. She said that Merlin is here to help me work on manifesting what I desire, especially in the men department. I am to not waste his time and really work on my manifestation skills. Allie and Lauralyn aren't the first psychics to ever tell me I am good at manifesting at whatever it is I want, but Maria Shaw said that in my astrology chart with having Scoprio in the first house and Pluto in it, it makes for great manifestation power. So it's interesting how they all can pick up on that :) Not that I should be suprised as they are all wonderful at their crafts.

Also, X is back in my life. Allie predicted last October when we got into a fight and I stopped talking to him he would be back as soon as I got on with my life's purpose. Kind of funny that he comes back the same month I stop talking to him, a year later. I'm still not quite sure on why X is in my life other than his friendship. Funny thing is, we were talking threw our mutual friend Sarah, and the night X and I started talking again, Sarah runs into her ex-boyfriend that she was dating when X and I were together. And Sarah didn't see this ex-boyfriend in 5 years. I kind of think of it as a reward for putting me and X back on the path to talking as we are some sort of soulmates or have some sort of karmic relationship, but I could be wrong. Supposably there is some great manifestation energy until the 23rd of October, so perhaps that could be what done it.

Well I am going to go work on the tarotstrology forecast. I am not dead! haha. I hope everyone is doing wonderful! Oh and also, my website will not be updated until probably next year. I need some time to really focus and mess around with the makeover again and figure out what I want on it exactly. You can still order readings from me on there, just nothing will be updated.

Bright blessings, love, and prayers --
Samantha V. =)

Tarotstrology Forecast for 10/12/2009

Tarotstrology Readings for the week of October 12, 2009

Aries (March 21 - April 20) ~ Nine of Cups – Happiness and relief may come from an ending (ending of a relationship, friendship, job etc.). This is a time for you to enjoy what you have and count your blessings.

Taurus (April 21 - May 21) ~ Ten of Pentacles – Abundance and independence is yours this week Taurus. You could have the opportunity to relocate and make more money or may end a relationship or business partnership and gain financially. Money should be flowing in this week.

Gemini (May 22 - June 21) ~ Death – Changes are in the air for Gemini. They may need to re-think their plans and their futures. They also could experience a loss of some sort (not death!), and may need to watch valuables more closely, especially in public.

Cancer (June 22 - July 22) ~ Judgment – Cancers need to come to a decision on something this week or will find out that they have decisions to make. They also may feel like they are being judged by their every move and will want to try to make a good impression, but will need to remember to just be themselves.

Leo (July 23 - August 21) ~ The Star – Leo will feel very optimistic, blessed, and perhaps “lucky” this week. Positive new opportunities are knocking at the door for Leo. Will you open the door?

Virgo (August 22 - September 23) ~ Nine of Swords – Virgos may have a tough week this week. They may catch a cold and also suffer bouts of depression. They will also realize who their true friends are and who is backstabbing them.

Libra (September 24 - October 23) ~ Temperance – Your patience is required this week, Libra! There may be some setbacks or things don’t go as you plan. Stay positive and know that everything happens for a reason.

Scorpio (October 24 - November 22) ~ Two of Swords – Scorpio will feel like they are putting on a balancing act this week. They could be taking on too many projects and scattering their energies. They will also discover they have hidden enemies among them.

Sagittarius (November 23 - December 22) ~ Knight of Staffs – There may be an announcement to either relocate or be in line for a promotion of some sort at work. If there is a move, it is also possible this move will be job-related. Also, a Fire signed person (Leo, Sagittarius, or Aries) may play an important part in Sagittarius’ life this week.

Capricorn (December 23 - January 20) ~ Four of Staffs – Romance is in the air for Capricorns this week. They could rekindle their relationships or have the opportunity to meet someone new. It is a happy week indeed for Cappies.

Aquarius (January 21 - February 19) ~ Ace of Pentacles – Abundance and rich spiritual blessings are yours this week, Aquarius. Whatever your heart desires, you will be able to easily manifest it this week. You are in good spirits and want to spread happiness wherever you go.

Pisces (February 20 - March 20) ~ Page of Swords – Someone, who may be an air sign (Gemini, Libra, or Aquarius) or has air-sign like qualities may uncover some hidden secrets or hidden truths for you.

And that concludes your tarotstrology horoscope for this week! Tune in next week!

Bright blessings, love, and prayers --
Samantha Vandefeller
www.samanthasreadings.com

Tarotstrology Forecast for 10/05/2009

Tarotstrology Readings for the week of October 5, 2009

Aries (March 21 - April 20) ~ Hanged Man – Things are in limbo right now for Aries. This is a time for Aries to be still (although it may be hard as they have restless energy). Let the universe work its magic and enjoy the rewards that come to you.

Taurus (April 21 - May 21) ~ Seven of Swords – Taurus may have disappointing results with a project or dream or goal they wish to fulfill. Don’t let the setbacks disappoint you, Taurus! Just keep trying!

Gemini (May 22 - June 21) ~ Ace of Pentacles – Gemini’s will feel lucky and on top of the world this week. They could receive a financial gain of some sort or be blessed with a satisfying and fulfilling relationship.

Cancer (June 22 - July 22) ~ Four of Swords – Cancers may be vulnerable to illness or are recovering from an illness this week. Be sure to get plenty of rest, drink a lot of orange juice, and don’t take on so much and let your body heal. They also could feel a weight lifted from past dramas and feel at ease finally.

Leo (July 23 - August 21) ~ Knight of Cups – Leos may get involved with someone who is a male Water sign (Pisces, Cancer, or Scorpio) and could bring them much wealth this week. They could also be inspired by this person as well and may feel a little more intuitive and creative than usual. Trust your hunches this week, Leo. You are more psychic than usual.

Virgo (August 22 - September 23) ~ Page of Cups – You could receive some help from someone. It could be some needed advice, help around the house, or even help finishing a project or meeting a deadline. Accept it and be thankful to God that He sent someone to intervene and help you out.

Libra (September 24 - October 23) ~ Four of Staffs – Romance is in the air for Libra. Single Libra’s could meet someone this week and involved/married Libra’s can expect a lot of romance and pampering from their special someone. Enjoy it, Libra! You deserve it!

Scorpio (October 24 - November 22) ~ Nine of Pentacles – A recent project you have completed may bring in some financial gain for Scorpio’s. It also may be wise to keep an eye on your valuables, as you could easily lose them this week.

Sagittarius (November 23 - December 22) ~ King of Pentacles – Dealings are in the works for Sagittarius with a male and/or an Earth sign (Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn). This could lead to a beneficial partnership of some sort or perhaps even a beneficial relationship for those single Sagittarius’ out there. This person is wise beyond their years and a very good business man/woman.

Capricorn (December 23 - January 20) ~ Justice – Capricorn’s may get some news regarding legal issues this week. It will be in your favor. They may need to also watch their driving and watch who they become involved with this week, as it could lead to legal troubles down the road.

Aquarius (January 21 - February 19) ~ The Moon – Aquarius will feel extra intuitive this week. It is advised for them to write down their dreams and heed hunches. Also, someone who has been deceiving you will be revealed and you will need to face decisions on whether or not to kick the person out of your life or to forgive and forget.

Pisces (February 20 - March 20) ~ The Hermit – Pisces will need some time in solitude to meditate and figure out what their next move is. They may also have some sort of spiritual awakening. Pisces may also feel like being anti-social or not socializing enough.

And that concludes your tarotstrology horoscope for this week! Tune in next week!
Bright blessings, love, and prayers --
Samantha Vandefeller
www.samanthasreadings.com

In Lieu of a Tarotstrology Forecast...

I was reading some old journal entries from my online diary. I was reading comments on one entry where I was showing off my engagement ring (when I was engaged to my ex-fiance back in 2007). A friend wrote she had better find one she likes (a boy and an engagement ring). Here it is, 2009, she's probably going to be engaged by the spring time of next year. At least, that is what I predict. Her and her boyfriend seem very compatiable and make each other happy. It's just funny seeing that comment...in a way, it's like when you predict your own future. Not sure if that makes any sense?

I guess you could call it part of manifestation. Although, she had to kiss a lot of frogs in order to find this prince charming. But as Chris once told me, in order to manifest something, you have to work to make it happen. No, it can't come out of thin air (although that has happened to me a couple of times -- and that is one of the things we would debate about in our phone conversations).

So I got lost in the song "Crazy For You" by Madonna tonight. And I was on web cam talking to one of my friends. And I did this crazy head roll, and was fantasizing about the man that song is going to be about in some odd way (long story short, the song popped in my head one day and I knew it was about the next guy I will be in a relationship with -- possibly the one). I was embarassed. But it was funny, that the song just took me away from everything and I got lost in a fantasy with mystery guy.

Well I am going to bed...goodnight! Tarotstrology forecast will come tomorrow!

Bright blessings, love, and prayers --
Samantha V. =)

Tarotstrology Forecast for 9/28/2009

Tarotstrology Readings for the week of September 28, 2009

Aries (March 21 - April 20) ~ Death – Endings are around the corner this week for Aries. They could end a relationship, end a job, or even break a bad habit this week. Whatever the ending is, it wasn’t serving them for their highest good. Aries can also expect some sort of loss this week, so they should watch their valuables.

Taurus (April 21 - May 21) ~ Five of Cups – Taurus is putting all their eggs into separate cups and finding them all tip over. In other words, Taurus is going to feel very scattered this week. They may be disappointed as a result. Taurus needs to re-think their priorities and focus their energies on meaningful projects.

Gemini (May 22 - June 21) ~ Three of Cups – Gemini has a cause to celebrate this week: could be the birth of a baby, attending a wedding or engagement party, or receive some good news. It is a happy week for Gemini’s.

Cancer (June 22 - July 22) ~ The Fool – New beginnings for Cancer start this week. They may find themselves taking up a new hobby, starting a new job, going back to school, or starting a new relationship. There is also a travel opportunity for Cancer, which will give Cancer new views on life.

Leo (July 23 - August 21) ~ Page of Cups – Leos could receive good news of some sort about a wedding or a new baby in the family. Happy times are ahead for Leo. They will also focus their attention on a young woman (or female child) that is a Water sign (Pisces, Cancer, or Scorpio).

Virgo (August 22 - September 23) ~ King of Staffs – Virgo may have the opportunity to have an affair with someone who is either married and/or a Fire sign (Aries, Leo, or Sagittarius). Before you jump in, ask yourself if it is really worth it. They also could spend some time with their fathers or father-figures in their life.

Libra (September 24 - October 23) ~ The Devil – Jealousy, possessiveness, and obsession are three themes that Libra could experience this week. You could envy someone, become possessive of a partner, or obsess over the cute guy or girl in the office. Be careful! Libra’s may also find to be the victim of the evil eye as well. Try not to take it personally.

Scorpio (October 24 - November 22) ~ Three of Swords – Heart break is foreseen in the cards for Scorpio this week. They could end a relationship or friendship, lose a job, or suffer a severe loss of some sort. Take it easy this week, Scorpio!

Sagittarius (November 23 - December 22) ~ King of Pentacles – Sagittarius may receive a business opportunity from either an older gentleman and/or someone who is an Earth Sign (Capricorn, Taurus, or Virgo). Listen to your intuition before making any decisions. If anything, this person will make a great business mentor down the road.

Capricorn (December 23 - January 20) ~ Knight of Swords – Capricorns are currently in battle field this week. They are stressed out or angry at someone and need some space. They may have the urge to fight or argue.

Aquarius (January 21 - February 19) ~ Seven of Pentacles – Aquarius could receive some karmic rewards or consequences (depending on what they’ve sewn). If the Aquarius has been good, they will receive some sort of reward, perhaps financial. If the Aquarius has been bad, look out!

Pisces (February 20 - March 20) ~ Four of Pentacles – Pisces will feel like shutting the world out and wanting to get lost in a fantasy world. Pisces may also carry a deep secret that people will try to get out of trustworthy Pisces. Pisces will know better to not reveal and withhold much information they can!

And that concludes your tarotstrology forecast for the week! Tune in next week!

Bright blessings, love, and prayers --
Samantha Vandefeller
www.samanthasreadings.com